Wednesday, 10 February 2016

Ngumpat.

I was choosing a good shower for me to get my bath when suddenly ada one of my juniors mention my name, ngumpat kot?

"aku paling tak suka ah Ana"
"tapi dia baik je kot"

Whatcha! Kantoi woi. Aku pun tiptoe ke arah mereka, buat tak tahu, mcm tak dgr apa-apa. Slowly getting my toiletries, the bucket lah, i mean.

Senyuman.
Aku bagi senyuman pada mereka.

 Oh, tidak lupa juga jelingan maut.

Mungkin selepas hari aku suruh juniors hantar list TBH (to be honest) aku sedar yang aku ni agak keterlaluan, most of the juniors wrote

"Kak Ana baik tapi tegas"

Bahagian baik tu mcm nak ambik hati aku je hahahha

And, tak lupa juga part,

"Kak Ana lawa"
"Kak Ana cantik :-) "

PFFT HAHAHAHA TU PUN NAK AMBIK HATI JE PUI

and adalah beberapa juniors cakap

"Kak Ana ni ada ciri-ciri kepimpinan. Nanti saya vote akak jadi prefect ok!"

ni jenis yang ajet ajet kamcheng. tapi alhamdulillah lah diorang nampak ciri-ciri kepimpinan tu. aku nak gila kot jadi prefect! 

and pernah budak dorm aku cakap depandepan,

"Kak Ana ni sangat berdisiplin"

"Asal lak?"

"Sebab kak Ana selalu bangun awal"

"tu dikira berdisiplin eh?"

Apa-apa jelah tapi actually aku taknak pun jadi that kind of 'tegas' tapi dah itu yang juniors mintak kan, segebuk aku kasi.

Oh back to the story. 
Aku pun berjalanlah with the bucket, heading to the shower yang dah booked.
 Suddenly terdengar;

"Kita cakap pasal kak Ana form 3 kan?"
"taklah, Ana form 2 lah"

*giggles*
adik bro nak cover ltew.

payahnya bila semua form ada nama Ana.

Missin' de ol'days

I once had a holiday where it is a holiday and not less.
Now, I miss it very much. Guilt, because I didn't once be a grateful person.

MALAS; is me all the time. Aku patut syukur kot, patut isi semua masa terluang aku dulu. Aku patut bersyukur lah sbb ada masa, yang patut aku kongsikan dengan mak abah, and ze siblings.

Sekarang ni? aku mcm " ugh puh-lease, I need time to enjoy with the family. Please don't make myself stuck in my room with bunch of homework that gonna be done"

Syazana, pls learn how to bahagikan masa.
It's my life, I have to search for the solution.


and now, it is just a homework-day

Monday, 8 February 2016

Sang(kaya)

Muak. Serious aku dah muak.
I'm sick of it, totally sick of it. "
                                                               -Candace Flynn

tapi, bila dah kesiankan abah, terpaksalah jugak ikut kehendaknya (ececewah, anak mithali)
Dari haritu lagi abah teringin nak makan Sangkaya, tapi tak jumpa-jumpa kedai dia, so I, as a tour guide, bawalah juga abah yang mengidam ni (mengidam sounds so not right)

1 cup of Sangkaya equals to 3 scoops equals to RM7 plus plus i think,
1 tempurung of Sangkaya equals to 4 scoops equals to RM10 plus plus
tu tak masuk lagi GST astaghfirullah

IMAGINE LAH BRADER AND SISTUR, YOU NAK MAKAN ESKEM JE PUN, AND YOU HAVE LET YOUR MONEY FLY CA-CHING CA-CHING!!!!!

no, what I'm not gonna say like "pahal ah u gi lepak sangkaya, bazir duit je"
NOOO oK NO
What I'm gonna say is, boleh makan Sangkaya ni, cuma berpada-padalah. 3 bulan sekali as instance? Tadi pun abah let his RM30 (plusplus) fly ca-ching ca-ching just for 3 tempurung.

Aku yang muak ni pun telan lah jugak satu tempurung tu. Bayangkan, kalau dulu, almost everymonth (acah-hiperbola) makan ngan abang & kak wani, tu pun share; aku dah muak. inikan makan sensorang satu tempurung, mahunya muntah!

Yes, dulu(4 months ago) I'm one of the biggest fan of Sangkaya.
Now, I realize that Sangkaya is just for Sang Kaya.

And I have to admit, I'm just a Sang Sederhana.


If you're Sang Sederhana, act like Sang Sederhana. If you're a Sang Kaya, then eat Sangkaya.


*Ca-ching ca-ching is a sound effect for the flying money






Saturday, 6 February 2016

It is your Honeymoon year kot!

Struggling, to achieve what I should.
Ended, with something unworthy. Ok, maybe a little worth.
So, it doesn't called struggle. I need to struggle more.

  Today, I've got many responsibilities. Too much of it till my head says "please, no more"

"Eh, relax. It is your honeymoon year kot!" 
                               -Bro Shafiq

Huh, it is easy too see, difficult to do. What does the honeymoon year really means to you?
For me, it means a stressful year. Many works to do, to be done, and to send.

Maybe most of my friends (and family) got their honeymoon year but not for me. For them, the definition of honeymoon year is a bit much like a happy year where you can do anything that you wanted to and there is nobody that can say "no, you can't do that!" , "we're only JJs ok, seniors will not gonna like that." or so on.

So, this year is my first senior year where I got to learn new subjects (heavy one too), and got to hold a position where I'm not sure that I can do it or not.

The other day, Kak Mashitah told us, (the PMC of Biro Sekretariat) "...kalau korang buat kerja dengan hati yang ikhlas, semua kerja jadi senang...."

Maybe I didn't have enough ikhlas in my works. Surely will try that, later.


p/s:  dear bro Shafiq, there's no word for students as a honeymoon year. We need to struggle even though there're no big exam in this year, we still got SPM next year.