Missin' de ol'days

I once had a holiday where it is a holiday and not less.
Now, I miss it very much. Guilt, because I didn't once be a grateful person.

MALAS; is me all the time. Aku patut syukur kot, patut isi semua masa terluang aku dulu. Aku patut bersyukur lah sbb ada masa, yang patut aku kongsikan dengan mak abah, and ze siblings.

Sekarang ni? aku mcm " ugh puh-lease, I need time to enjoy with the family. Please don't make myself stuck in my room with bunch of homework that gonna be done"

Syazana, pls learn how to bahagikan masa.
It's my life, I have to search for the solution.

and now, it is just a homework-day