It is your Honeymoon year kot!

Struggling, to achieve what I should.
Ended, with something unworthy. Ok, maybe a little worth.
So, it doesn't called struggle. I need to struggle more.

  Today, I've got many responsibilities. Too much of it till my head says "please, no more"

"Eh, relax. It is your honeymoon year kot!" 

                               -Bro Shafiq

Huh, it is easy too see, difficult to do. What does the honeymoon year really means to you?
For me, it means a stressful year. Many works to do, to be done, and to send.

Maybe most of my friends (and family) got their honeymoon year but not for me. For them, the definition of honeymoon year is a bit much like a happy year where you can do anything that you wanted to and there is nobody that can say "no, you can't do that!" , "we're only JJs ok, seniors will not gonna like that." or so on.

So, this year is my first senior year where I got to learn new subjects (heavy one too), and got to hold a position where I'm not sure that I can do it or not.

The other day, Kak Mashitah told us, (the PMC of Biro Sekretariat) "...kalau korang buat kerja dengan hati yang ikhlas, semua kerja jadi senang...."

Maybe I didn't have enough ikhlas in my works. Surely will try that, later.


p/s:  dear bro Shafiq, there's no word for students as a honeymoon year. We need to struggle even though there're no big exam in this year, we still got SPM next year.